UNUSUAL ME.....

OWH GOD!!!!!!!!

damm, i dont know what to do..

First of all, i wanted to say sorry for not updating my blog for a while. Been very busy with work and studies. Hmmm... where should i start first...

Ok, I think I should start with things that pisses me off. Well, these last few weeks has been very hectic. With deadline to meet, and projects to be done. And another unnecessary sonofabitch which i should deal with. The story goes....

Well, one day, i was visiting one of my group i FB, then i saw that there was some people there, talkin bout shit and stuff. Then, i saw this sonofabitch's post, who is clearly cakap besar n kurang ajar with the people there. And he was talking as if he represents us. Then i posted something like this....

"ok i noe and im sorry for that. i know that 'some' of the JPK are outspoken and think that they own the world. zul n asep, honestly aku pun malu... But one bad fruit doesnt represent the whole batch. Youre just talking to the wrong person. So bg pihak JPK aq nak minta maaf byk2. Harap kejadian tok x jadi dendam to mana2 pihak."

OK, need i mention that i dint say anything harsh there? and guess what, that sonofabitch replied with this.

"Hahaha!!! Even a 'not staight' JPK pon boleh mengadu... Cian nya... Neway, keputusan Muktamad, I wont resign... Kt dpt lihat, mcm mana kepimpinan Timbalannya, bgtu la kepimpinan Ecxo2 yg lain... A 'not straight' people cant show other people to be straight... Ibarat Ibu ketam mengajar anak nya berjalan lurus..."

and this....

"I wont say this, mun nya x mula kan dolok... Hahaha..."

AND I WAS LIKE...WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!

ADAKA AKU YG MULAKAN DOLOK? TERANG2 DAH NYA MULAKAN. When I read this I was literary trembling. My hands are shaking and I could feel my face flushed. CELAKA BABI ORG YA PDH AKU MCM YA.

Then dkt post2 lain pun nya buat macam ya. Eventhough aku x buat apa2 pun. To people out there, who really think that I act immature and stupid, LET ME TELL YOU THIS, I HAVE MY DIGNITY. AS TOLERATE AS I COULD EVER BE, I COULD NEVER LET MYSELF BE TREATED LIKE THAT. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY. IF PEOPLE RUN AROUND TELLING STUFF ABOUT YOU WHO ISNT TRUE, BECAUSE OF PERSONAL DISPUTE, TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL. I BET YOURE NOT THAT GOOD ENOUGH TO SHRUG IF OFF RITE? TELL ME AM I RIGHT!!!???

And did I mention that he invite my ex-GF along... YES YOU READ IT, ITS MY EX-GF PEOPLE!!!! To stand up and support him there. Because all these other people trashed him because hes being a jerk by showing off and stuff. PATHETIC.... He even msg some of my frens to stand up for him. YES, YOU READ IT RIGHT. And, were turned down, because why? its obvious.. HES RETARDED!!! AND ARE OBVIOUSLY WRONG!!!

and did I mention that the bitch(ex-GF) never step her stupid paw in UNIMAS? and did i mention that shes in sabah now? NOW YOU KNOW THAT THE SONOFABITCH IS REALLL DESPERATE.

AWWWW...... cmon.. and that piece of shit STILL wont stop. GOSH.....

Again, another friend of mine posted something as her status. And I heard from her that the crazy sonofabitch begged her to delete it. PATHETIC.

And the bitch still wont stop.....*sigh.....*

and then i read one of my frens blog. She criticize me for posting my feeling out. OK, gurl, hear me out. Nya yang start tukarkan hal professional ke hal personal lok. AND SEPERTI YANG AKU MDH TDI, AKU MANUSIA, AND MANUSIA ADA BATAS NYA. APA PERASAAN KO MUN ORG PDH KAU KENJA, PISAU CUKUR AND ADA BANYAK SKANDAL. APA KO RASA, MCM YA LA AKU RASA. AND JGN KO MOK JUDGE ORG MUN DAH XTAUK CRITA DARI HUJUNG PANGKALNYA.

AKU X SUKA ORG ANOK AKU DARI BLAKANG. IF YOU HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING, JUST SAY IT. AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT IM A CALM AND COLLECTED PERSON. AKU X CPT MANAS. AND ADA SESETENGAH BENDA YANG AKU X DPT TAHAN. AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM.

And to you other guys, I wont except "rilek2" or "cool2". So sick and tired of these kind of comments. I lost my cool a LONG time ago with this crazy MOTHERFUCKER.

And I wonder, GOD created manusia sebaik2 ciptaan. Tapi KENAK masih ada manusia mcm tok. Harap one day ill get the answer. Mun mok menguji tahap kesabaran aku, I SNAPPED. So get off my back. X perlu la mok bangkitkan kemarahan aku agik!!!


And to guys and gurls out there. I am generally a guy who likes to laugh, and loves to smile, have fun and very optimistic. Me being this mad is very unusual.

OK, so I need to go now, before i smash my keyboard for typing too hard...
chow.