About Holiday, Swimming and My Molested 'Member'

Well, im back... from a long waited holiday into a very hectic week....sigh...

At least I had fun though...

Went to the sungai near my kampung...

BBQ chicken and pork(YUMMY!!) sambil mandi-manda and minum beer...hehe...

But before that, got an important story to tell...hehe... Happened on the same day.

About this old guy.

Well, the story goes.....

While we were on our 45 minutes ride to my kampung, we stopped at Bt 10 to eat breakfast and buy stuff for our BBQ.
And while we were in a shop buying our stuff, and i was at this hallway where i was standing trying to decide whether i should buy 1 or 2 packet of BBQ sauce, when at the corner of my eye i saw this man(bout 50 year old i think) trying to get to the other side of the shop...
Me, being kind to people, gave way to this person.

WHEN SUDDENLY, HE PURPOSELY BRUSH UP AGAINST ME AND QUICKLY TOUCH MY PENIS!!!!!!!

I was like, OMG!!!! Standing there still blurred with my encounter, I then ran off and pay my stuff.

Why? That old man is damn ugly!!!! Ada hati mok touch me. Sheeeeetttttt.....

Damn, why must this kind of thing happened to me.....

Well, I managed to shrug it off and continue my day....

And here is one of the pictures of me in Bukap..


I looked like a tourist lol.

Bye, will be back with new stuff...

I MISS YOU

"Miss You"

I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me, baby.
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,
'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you...

What would it take for you to see?
To make you understand,
that I'll always believe (always believe)
You and I can make it through,
And I still know I can't get over you.

'Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart (see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
oh, baby I miss you, I do...

'Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no, see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
I miss you, I miss you, I do...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do (the way that I do)
I just wanna be (just wanna be) right here with you (right here with you)
I don't wanna see (don't wanna see) see us apart (see us apart, oh, baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:
oh baby I miss you, I do...

This song reminds me of my love...
If youre, reading this, I LOVE YOU,
And I REALLY MISS YOU, I DO....

IM IN LOVE........

Its me again, its been a few days, maybe weeks since i post something here. Been very busy lately... Damn so many things been happening...

Well, the best thing has happened to me...

I FINALLY fall in love.....

I know i have promised myself that i would be single, but, feelings cant be stop right?hehe....

Well, its been a long time since I had this feeling, I almost forget how it feels to be in love.

You cant forget about the one you love. I am thinking about her 24-7... Missing her everyday, and spending my sleepless night thinking about her. One night before my exam I cant even study because I need to hear her voice....

And the our first kiss was awesome.... Enough said...:)

Too bad I met her a little bit too late.. They are in their semester break.. so now i have to wait for another one WHOLE month to meet her again...sigh...

But Babe, if youre reading this, Ill promise you I will wait for you. And remember that I LOVE YOU, always. To God I pray that youre safe, and well. Ill wait for you to come back, and we could spend the whole day just the two of us, ok???

To all my friends out there, I know I sound obnoxious..haha... But thats what people do when they are in love. They think the world is only for the two of them and they dont care what other people say.

At least thats what happened to me....

Ok, got to go, will be back with more stuff to tell...

Have You Ever....

Have you ever felt suddenly out of nowhere came this feelings of self insecure and sadness which overwhelmed you?

Well I did, its normal actually, everyone will have their day. But recently for me, the visits of this unwanted visitor are becoming too frequent.

I wish I could talk to someone about this, but there is nothing to talk about. No words can describe what am I feeling.

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANOTHER NONSENSE RUMBLING

WOW, last time i check my poll, 2 vote for 'YOUR BLOG SUCKS!!!!'.....

took me for a minute there, but haha... THANKS!!!!

Finally there are 2 people who hate what i am doing. A million thanks to you for being honest.

Though it would be nice if you guys could tell me whats wrong and how i could improve it.

Anyway, THANKS!!

Interview, Lectures, Exams and CLUBBING

Been nearly a week has gone by without me posting anything. Last week has been very hectic. A bunch of crazy stuff happened and thank God its over now.

Well, tuesday got exams, which is quite easy i guess... Then the evening of that day i went to the hospital, damm i got my astma attack again. Dont noe why though. Balik rumah than sleep over there.

On wednesday i woke up and went to another trip to see the doctor. finished at about 12.30 pm. Then got a message from my coursemate. Apparently because i skipped her class sooooooo much, she wanted to see me. ANOTHER thing to deal with...*sigh..*. Dtove back to Unimas that night intended to go to class the other day.

Thursday was shitty. Coughing all day long. Escaped my night EPP class and go back home to ready for the interview on friday.

Friday was ok, i think i messed up in the interview though...haha... Bila Sarawak merdeka pun aku x tauk...LOLX... memang hancuss laa.... Habis at 10.30 am, then balik umah, rilex a while and then balik to Unimas, again. At 2.00 pm i have lab practical class, which i came in late. The best part of today is... ITS THE WEEKEND!!!!! That night we went to a place like no other, GRAPPA!!!!haha... partied all night and met some new friends and potential partner...;) The party was for the last time before my fren, Karlslaw and Neo went for their practical in the open seas. The nice suprise is, a friend of mine who said that he wanted to wait till he is 21 to club(pathetic rite? you can never be too young to have fun lol) was there!!!haha... Fester, congrats lol!!! Then we spent the rest of the night lepaking and slept at Rachel's house.
p/s.. somehow my cough got cured that nite...haha... weird...


Saturday...Woke up, sakit tekak, sakit palak and sakit blakang sbb bergelek hebat glak last nite lol... Memang sakit gler la. balik unimas at 12.00 pm, then kluar gik at 3.00pm cos wanna send Karlslaw and Neo to the airport. Planned to go clubbing that night but dindt cos still sick from the booze ang ciggies from the other nite...haha... and btw, i lost my voice lol. Dont even realise it before i started to talk to my fren late at night. SCARY LOL...

Sunday... Just spend the day rolling on bed and FBing... nothing much. Still have sore throat though...

Well, damm tired this week. Nasib dah lepas. To Klow and Neo, jaga diri bait2 k... Jangan nyundal kuat glak di tempat orang...haha...
CHOW... would be back with more shitty stuff. Stay Tuned..

Yadda....Yadda....

its been a few days since ive posted something. well, been busy lately and lots of stuff been happening.
first, my camera rosak. damm.... terjatuh time i pegi Jejak Jiwa Merdeka. sedeynyer....


one of a few moments b4 the tragedy...

second, i fell sick yesterday... finally... i thought i would never fell sick. bscause all these people around me been fallen sick and i wonder when will my turn be??

thirdly, finally, a lecturer of mine called me to see her. haha... damm.... my fault for always escape her class....

well, three unfortunate event in just four days.
for the good part however...

1. i got the interview for Tunku Abdul Rahman biasiswa...haha

2. my midterm on tuesday quite easy, considering that i dint come to class that often.

3. merdeka eve at grappa RAWKS!!!!! no regrets in that.


damm... lots of stuff happening in less than a week. thank god nothing life altering stuff happened yet..haha..

i guess thats it. buhbye...