Finally!!! Good News!!

hi, its me again.

well, FINALLY, something happened to me today!!

good news im supposed...

well, the story goes...
it was 3.00 pm, i was minding my own business in my room, when suddenly.... my phone rings, with a number which i dindt even recognize. i pick it up, the lady on the line was someone from yayasan sarawak. apparently they wanted me to come for an interview!!! TAR scolarship man!!!! awww shit!!! i was called for an interview on the 4th of september... i hope i got the biasiswa... imagine what i can do with the money...haha...

well, thats about it, i hope i got the biasiswa.. then i could afford to go clubbing every week lol...haha.. not that i would do that...:p

Well, thats it. am nervous to go interview, but i wanted that biasiswa sooooooooooo much... WISH ME LUCK GUYS!!!!

My Fucked Up Life

well, i have a longing in my heart, a feeling of emptiness, feelings which words cant even describe.

but, i think that longing is what makes me through the day. the urge to find that 'something', that we assume would make us feel complete and happy.

but we as a human being, wont feel satisfied for what we had, and always leaving us wanting more. this cycle of greediness would repeat itself until there is nothing left to get.

for me though... i am in need of someone who i could call mine. someone who i could share my life with, who i could turn to whenever i am feeling down. my life has been full of shit recently, and i would want to share with someone who care enough to listen to me and pull me up when i am down, and someone who care enough to call me to check up on me.

i have someone like that before, but due to my own, stupidity, i lost that special sumone. guess you never know what you got till its gone huh?



guess that is too good to be true. its not that easy too find someone who is that perfect rite? well, bad things happens to fucked up person like me. guess i should hold on and live my life being a happy hypocrite that i am...


well, my post seems sound a lil bit too negative lol.. got to stop b4 it gets too weird...

its 5 am, and i think i would like to go to sleep now. buhbye. c u guys later.

Its a boring day...

hi, its me again....

well, today sucks.... nothing interesting goin on...

12.30pm...bru bgn tdo

02.00pm...go to ceramah antidadah. sumhow i just found out that im one of the AJK lol...

07.30pm...the function finish, have bloated stomach cos ate too much.... i even tapau home 1 box, estimated about 24 air kotak...haha... then baring2 kos terlalu kenyang... asa ular asa...haha... then do *ehem*...if u noe wut i mean,;p... mandi, then ready to go to meeting with hayat mpp at 9.30pm

9.30pm...go for meeting, lasted for about 3 hours...sigh...then go out to eat and sheshaing....

2.15am...balik to UNIMAS..tapau pork porridge to eat...haha...

well, thats it for what ive done today. nothing much. just the usual stuff. you cant expect everyday to be exciting dont you?haha...


anyway, its my third post, and i finally recieved my first 'below average' vote.haha... well, thank you to my fren for took the time to view this, LUV YA ALL!!!! and i would appreciate it that if you could took the time to tell me whats wrong with my blog and how i could improve it for your viewing pleasure...haha..

well, thats it. please leave your comments and vote for me k????thank you....


p/s... why does all my post always involves pork???hmmm....

Stuff Happens..

hmmm.. remember my last post where i say that i would want to change the world one step at a time?, well, i think today ive made a difference, its not that big, but at least i tried... let me tell you how...

i woke up at 1.30pm today... tereskep my morning class, and went str8 to my labtop and bukak the inet... my life's been full of internet lately lol... then bukak.... wait for it.... wait for it......

FACEBOOK....

yeah, its pathetic, no wonder im getting FAT...

ANYWAY...... then i saw this particular gurl who posted sumthing like this...

Girl A : You are what you eat, bla2......

then to my suprise, her fren then responded with this...i quote...

Girl B : mena2..mun makan B.A**..maka hati, jiwa, and perangai pun cam ya juak...mun makan sayur..macam kamek..segar jak..sihat....ahaks... :p

I was like...WTF? then i responded...

Me : oi, consider la org lain ckit....

i was furious... i mean, cmon... cant she see that other people might see the post? then tuanempunya post replied..

Gurl A : No komen...bla2...

that gurl, thankfully, deleted her first post and replied,

Girl B: Stevie: oopss..sory2..mek mintak maaf..minta maaf ye..sorry2..

me, tryin to be nice, replied with..

me : xpa2, ku x kisah, tp mun org lain nangga klak nak ka susah...

then girl A changed the topic.

So thats it. i cant believe there was someone... i cant find the right word.. i mean, cmon..... cant she see that we live in a multiracial environment? at least ive tried to be nice to her. and to my friends who viewed my last post, im sorry if im being inconsiderate, bout the pork thinggy...

and thats what ive think ive done good today, but i think ive done too much shitty things that overweights that... escape class, bla..bla...bla... the list could go on...

today was boring though, nothing interesting happen, except the fact have a long rest lol... but why does im feeling sleepy??? i hate it when that happens. so thats it, ill be back tomorrow and write if i got nothing better to do... sigh.....

p/s : pork is still gooooddddd...........:p

My first entry... An Encounter...

well, im here at last.. my first entry.. feeling kinda excited really..haha.. cant describe it. Actually i don noe wut to say....
hmm... let me start with why i pick WeAreAllSinners to be the name... well, funny story really... let me start...

on 1.45pm today, while i was eating my tapau from siang2 and playin barn buddy on facebook(i know, pathetic rite???:) i heard a soft knock on my door. i thought it was my fren, cos we have class on 2.00pm... but to my suprise..... 2 aussie guys and one chinese guys came into my view. at first i was like.."WTF??', but i quickly snapped back to reality and swollow a mouthfull of rice+chicken+pork desperately tryin to clear my mouth and speak...haha... bodo na asa... then they introduced themselves, i forgot the name of two of them, but i remember 1 of the aussie's guy name, it was paul or sumthing, they are here for a visit, cos they have a seminar or sumthing in singapore... ANYWAY, the chinese guy do most of the talking, actually they came to berdakwah or sumthing, the chinese guys told me that he converted to christian and would like to share God's words or sumthing. Imagine how ankward it was, i was topless, and have to listen to this guy for like ten minutes....darn... then he offered if we could say a prayer together. luckilly i could grab my shirt..haha... and we say a lil prayer together. then they thank me, and the chinese guy say that if i could give him my number, i, tryin not to be rude, gave him, but for some reason i gave a wrong number... NOW WHY DID I DO THAT???;) then they left... it was already 1.58pm, i managed to sneak a mouthfull or two of my very delicious tapau and left to class...

so how does this related to WeAreAllSinners?? honestly, i don noe.. but i think you all would agree rite that we all have sins? that encounter was if i have to put it in one word, WEIRD...
im being a hipokrit, im not that religious after all, i think some of you might know that, but im tryin my best to do my best to be a better person and to make this world a better place one step of a time. morally, i think ive done good, but not religiously... what do you think? do me a favour and comment please... THANK YOU!!xoxo..

p/s... i just finished eating my tapau... so hungry la.... pork is soooo goodd.....